What beliefs did you have to reevaluate, let go of, separate or detach yourself from because you realized eventually that belief conflicted or caused too confusion, a clouded perception, or distraction from what really matters to you most? Did that provide relief that compliments who you really are?
Star-Lord from the Guardians of the Galaxy movies probably still thinks Santa is real. He was taken from Earth as a kid and then raised in space around aliens and crazy creatures the rest of his life. He probably assumes Santa is an alien.